I am not excited yet and this is why.
I had my first fitting for my solemization kebaya and I hated how I looked like, what’s worse, is that I went there alone so there was no-one to make me feel better with unlimited gushes of Oh what a lovely bride.
My two worries – I would not feel good about my body on the big day and that I would forever be ingrained in people’s memories as the fat bride.
Paranoia? I wish you could see me stark naked after I’ve dunked in some blubber-soaked dum briyani with a few chocolate laced donuts as desserts.
Is there anything more soul-destroying than the idea of being fat on your wedding day?
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